In the middle the a day. To writes diary is going to be a part of my life. I can repeated my activity and life. I think ,it is very useful .to day the weather become warmer than the passed day. The cold weather going is very important.I cannot live alone. I need others.I cannot even survine my birth without the help of others.I must to live with and depend on others.Life will beautiful than the others. Love is only way of fulfillment. I want to go home in the evening and be with people I love,with my broken heart.In the evening.I feels that,much more more I writes,I charpens myself.I can writes diary very fast,and I get new idea all time I writes the diary.Much more question.Much more answer.That make me to finds a lot of new knowledges about this world.Back to the ancient time.Return to the age of the great general,return ti the age of war,return to the age of development and science.I am reading a lot of books now.I wants to know more about this world.I want to know more about this universe.The beginning of the human life.And the future of end.In the night.Iwrites toda y diary in the dead of night.The sky outside is dark.No the moon,no the star shinning.Just can see only the light from the neon of the tower far away from here.Tomorrow,I will wake up,go to the bust street of Bangkok,do the action of one motor to drive our society.My life is changing,full of traveling,meeting and works.I writes more books,but.I understand my life lwss.Are we alone in the universe?If the heaven or hell is true,where are them on earth?In this samr time,have people think.In the night.When I was young,I always used a lot of time to thinks a lot of question.When I an growing,I forgot it.But I thinks about that nonsense questions again.If we are the only star that have life.If it have alien in the other stars.How are they contract? If they are not necessary to contact with a language,Can they know the beautiful of Art Novel?Can they touch the deepest of poetrt?If they can’t touch it,are they possible to development over to know about what love is. In the night. My friend ever told me that “If I don’t love with this woman, Dieing is better” That day he ate a lot of paracetamd.He almost die.I think that,it impossible that a man with a good cocious like him will do.That event teach me.Everybody can suicide themselves,with the same case that a billion of youngster ever pass.Broken hearth.He told me that he knew what he did.But he thought,he was the owber of his life.Certainlg,I never accept his idea.I think that “suicide” is a very big “son” .In the night.It is begining the first time in my life, when the tried,stress,think and emotion makes me feel bad.I look at the dark around me.Sudenly,I feel fear,fear like never vefore.I am surpise that,how was it happen.I read a book of psychology.I think that it is phobia.Phobia is the human pracess to make human love their life.May be,I think about my friend suicide story.So,I feel afraid to be in that situation.My mind control my body.Make me fear .Make me love my lifeI will never suicide myself.

In the dead of the night,December, I woke up at the night I couldn’t slee[ well in this period of time.Not brcause of the cold wind,the silent of the night.It brcause of mysekf.I was worried. I was going because of myself. I was worried.I was going to be ajunoir year student next semester.I must be agood senior for my brothers.I can’y spend my life day by day.More age mor knowledge,more responsibility,less time,all of these make me feel bad.I can’t sleep well.Can someone help me?In my room.The cold wind passing by with the cheerful atmosphere.The time of the anniversary is coming.This year will pass with the cold wind.every time the time is passing.I always think of something that is not necessary for my life.If men are to live,why die at all?and if they die why disturb the sweet and soubd sleep of dream.Why give the hard sadness to a women behind.I think that,I want to know what love is.I think that,I am falling in love.In more than19 years of breathing of life on this world,high school, and university.I contract with many girls who beautiful and unexpected.No one can ennchan me,no one.But,today,with very very unexpected event.I met some girl who could take my interess.She is not Assumption university students.But the way is not.The Obstacle in my mind.I will call her this night.I wabt to know her more and more.In the morning.This morning like the other morning.Nothing different from yesterday.A llot of crowd in hurry,bad traffic,and selfish of the people.But,today my world is beauty.My love is going well.May be,I can win her heart in a few moment of time.Today,I am going to play football match in the evening.My friend and I will always play football match.We play with the other faculty,with senior,with friends,with brothers.We have cur own team.It is going to be very fun day.When some people fallin in love,Theyc can think that their never think.They can write that their never writ.They can do thay their never do,like meI tries to understand myself,I needs to be understand from another.To ve ubdestood by another,I need to understand the other.But, it is not eady like a word anyone said.Woman is bountless as the sea, hard to understand.No ones can try to know everything of their soul.No ones can try to know something of their mind.

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